January 2011
28 posts
scarred for life
i thought id be ok, even after all that. i was wrong because every small little thing that happens reminds me of what happened last summer. like not picking up my phone calls, reminds me of how he didn’t pick up his phone when he was “busy”. or when he even talks about being at lbs at their events, reminds me of how im not there to watch but someone else is. and how he went to...
rest in peace
today, i got an email from daniel telling me that mercury, our dog died. i’ve known him all my life. i was in a room with 5 other boys and tears started streaming down. i HATE crying in front of people. crying in front of boys is worse. im better now. i try not to think about it. i guess it hasnt fully hit me that he’s gone. after 16-17 years of him being here, i never thought he...
blame game
“I’d rather argue with you than to be with someone else”
it has been forever since i’ve last blogged.
anyways, to catch up, we’ll do a lil summary. kanye’s new cd is bomb; i would post some songs up but tumblr wont let me since it takes up too much space.
these past couple weeks have been insane. i have never had such low grades before; it’s...
i-heartdubstep:
Ellie Goulding Feat. Immortal...
live your life
today, i witnessed someone having a seizure. if i hadnt stopped with bweza and drawn a handprint on the poster for dup’ed, we would have gone right past him. as we were walking past sturm, we noticed someone standing next to a guy on the floor. once we were closer, i saw immediately that he was twitching and banging his head on the concrete. i rushed over; luckily, someone had already ran...
if a girl is stupid enough to love you after you...
they killlled this song.
the show goes on
i am officially declaring that i do not like playing ball with two teams of girls. out of the 2 and a half hours of playing ball today, the first hour sucked. scrimmaged during girls club bball, and lets just say i made NO shots in and my hands were buttered up. it kept slipping whenever i drove.
at 9pm, i gave up on playing and went to the other bball gym. there, i played with steph and 8...
monster
cause errbody know im the motherfuckin monster.
this weekend was definitely a weekend to remember. or forget. heh… now that im back to school, its back to the normal schedule. school, homework, eat, workout, work, sleep. and of course, chill with the friendsies. and possibly more halo/black ops nights, cuz 1. im owning at halo zombies on live and 2. i need to get better at black ops....
Fact: i like to be naked (: